Posted on 1/28/2019 • Depression
Today I feel very afraid and thoughts of suicide, today I am going to commit suicide because I feel very sad And I'm feeling sad that I'm crazy about what's happening I do not think so good how long I pray to suffer, but I do not think it's good to do a dispensary I'm very compelled to do what I do My marriage has been decided but this trouble is happening every day and I will be able to endure this trouble I do not understand anything. I am requesting a prayer every day but it does not matter to my problem Through prayer but I will not be cured I think Sir would never be able to cure me Every day Satan thinks of suicide Sleeping night and dreaming of a lot of bad dreams and fears I am praying every day so nobody can solve me in my country of India All these troubles have been in my life for at least five years In these five years, I have been crying like nothing else, except crying Why can Jesus do me good? Can Jesus pull them out of all the tragedies?
Monday, January 28, 2019: After visiting the health, I testify